DOORS

We chose International Adoption because we checked out numerous
avenues for adoption and their was always a reason not to persue.
So we felt that the doors were closed for a reason.  So International
adoption was the only one that had no reason not to move forward.
And the odd thing about the International adoption door, is we did
not end up in the country we wanted to visit or felt comfortable with.
Then to chose a Special Needs child.  WOW !
And all the time waiting (9 months to relicense the orphanage and then
start the adoption process that took another 9 months to bring our
beautiful daughter home.) made us wonder if it was really going to happen.
I realized that Adoption Agencies have no control over anything in
Foreign Countries. (no matter what they tell you)  And I realized that
International Adoption is harder than having a high risk pregnancy and
natural child birth. (just my experience)
DOORS..yesterday we had a possible door opened to us but do not
know what will become of it. Really odd that this came out of the 
clear blue.  Never close a door that God has opened for you.

Yes, we are still waiting for the one paper for our Dossier.