YESTERDAY

Nate said "mom you have something from UPS?"
"YES, I said loudly" (two boys looking at me like I am crazy)
me explaining..It is the referral packet for HOPE, finally !
Sorry, we are not allowed to post anything.
This is when you get more paper work that makes you 
realized there could be more/different medical needs for
the child. It also helps you understand more reasons why.
When asked by my husband"does any of it scared you?"
    "NO, none of it changes my mind."
I will sign everything here and Fedex it to dave.

I just realized I can send HOPE a care package !!
 Timelines says it will still be at least a year if not longer before
we get to bring her home.