PRAYERS

Praying for everyone who is in the path of Hurricane Matthew.

About a month ago a face I had seen before popped up on my FB feed.
She is beautiful.  We looked at her file and and a additional report
that LHM had written about her after examining her.   WOW, scary
A heart condition ,TOF.......She needs a family to run to her !!
The family that sent LOI for her received PA for her but here it is a year later
and they have decided to not proceed with the adoption. ??????
We don't know why but we shouldn't judge them.

Unfortunately, fear takes over when you read these files or reports.
She has a scary heart issue but what is even scarier is the fear of loosing
a child.    What will it do to your heart ?     Your children's hearts ? etc.

I tend to look at photo and  files with compassion, empathy.. Like wow, lets go
get her or him, they need us. I do think about out comes. what ifs.
It is hard to look back and realize fear took over and you had to
say "no" because fear is controlling.

It's not about the money or you or what it will look like.
it's about the child and the great I am.
It takes faith as small as mustard seed to move mountains.

I am also praying for my husbands heart today and his fear.


UPDATE: SHE HAS A FAMILY !!!   no, not us