KICKING

At the beginning of the week I was just praying to get thru
the week because I knew it was going to be busy... well by the
time Wednesday night rolled around I was not feeling good.
Thursday morning I put 2 kids on the bus and  as I was driving
2 kids to their Christian School I prayed to just make it there safely.
And I did, thank you Jesus !
I slowly moved thru getting Rebekah ready to drive her to school
today because no transportation was available.. ugg
a 45 minute drive and I really think God had the wheel.
After dropping her off at school I parked in the school parking lot
and slept off and on for the 3.5 hours.. it helped a little.
Slept most of the rest of the day and night..
What ever I have is really kicking my butt !!
Saturday am, everyone has a cold !!!
Sunday, Rebekah's oxygen levels are low so we did vest therapy
She is having seizures.. I panicked, called neurologist.
After a little more meds she seams to be doing better.

Praying the sickness leaves this house

WHY WORRY

If I just have more faith in our heavenly father
I would not stress over a lot of stuff.
As my husband told me one day...
"earthly problems are only temporary, some how they will
work out or it will get solved."

Guess what.. Rebekah is going to school 5 days and she will
get all her therapies while there !!!  AMAZING

PITCHING

This was last weeks post which I forgot to post  9/10

The curve balls keep coming my way all thought
they are not going around me. They keep hitting me
in the face, the leg, the gut and especially in
the heart.  I love this little girl with all my heart !!

Since day one this has been really hard.

Yes, I have heard that God does not call us to do the easy stuff.
One day I can have a nurse to help me with Rebekah then all
of a sudden the Insurance decides only on school days ??
the child does not sleep at night.
She can only go to school 2 days for 3.5 hours because they
need to hire a teacher...her IEP says 5 days a week.
We can't get the therapies that she needs,, ugg
Sometimes I wonder if therapies will even help her ?


All the kids have returned to school.
Even birthday boy is going to college !!